always loved...never forgotten...forever missed

Two years ago today, I lost my husband, it is not any easier today than it was then, he is always on my mind, just a little stronger feelings today. I will cope but somehow I thought it would be easier after this time, but it is not, so I will cope, and remember the good times, and there were bad times, but we got through it together.

gone too long

I know I have been gone to long, and to busy ( or lazy) but I feel a need to get going, get out of my rut. I am still flower gardening, but gave up vegetable gardening. too much work for one person, and then too much veggies for one person.
In three days, it will 2 years since I lost my husband, and I miss as much as I did. I am not used to being a single in a couple world. I have been invited to go to Nebraska for a couple days, but I will be the only single, and I am having a great deal of trouble making up my mind. If I do not go this year, I will definetly go next year, I have just opened my property tax bill, and wheww, I may have to stay home. I will difinitely be there next year.\
I am ready to be crafting again after so many years, I going to play with making greeting cards, and scrapbooking. and making little things for my house.
I will write more tomorrow, am going out to dinner with friends, single lady friends..